| | Dear Xanga,
Today as I was writing in my personal journal, I suddenly desired to create a livejournal. I figured that "hey.. I should keep an online journal to reflect upon my thoughts that are open to the public to read." Then I remembered about my old xanga account. Surely enough my xanga account was still working and kicking it. I remember religiously writing in this journal about all my premature thoughts. I look back at some of my writing and laugh. There aren't many traits/qualities that I have, that I am particularly proud of obtaining. However, there is one thing that I realized I love about myself after reading my blogs was my enthusiasm. Whenever I like/love/obsessed with something, I'm a total fanatic about it. I remember all of my friends knowing my at the time favorite movie/celebrity/ drama/ band and making fun of me for it. I miss those days. These days I have a vague hint of what use to be my interests: Rafael Nadal and NEWS. No longer am I watching dramas back to back or googling new jpop band favorites or even on top of the popular music scene. Sometimes I look back to those high school days and miss them. I had so much fun doing those activities/hobbies. However, now I'm at a somewhat content point in my life. Although conditions at home with my mom aren't doing as well as they should, I suppose things are going well. (For those of you who don't know about my mom, don't worry about it, I'm dealing with it.)
For an entire year I didn't write in my xanga. So many things about me have changed. I met so many people that have influenced my life.
As for my view on my love life, I have definitely matured. In high school, I was always watching those romantic dramas and hoping to find that prince charming or boyfriend, but now it's different. As opposed to seeking potentials, now I'm just going to wait. Sure, I'm always up for finding the guy of my dreams, but now I'm not searching for it. I'm content with my life how it is now. The right moment to have a boyfriend will come when I'm ready. Yeah, I'll admit, with most of my friends having relationships right now it kind of sucks to be alone or single. But hey, I'm happy right now, and that's all that matters. :)
After enduring a brutal year of college, I have learned to love education. I enjoy learning new things and becoming a better person as a result. At college people are to find themselves. They are to discover personality traits, qualities, and facets about themselves that changes their entire lives. Although UCSD was difficult at times, I stuck through it and in the end I became extremely proud of what I accomplished. Writing 10+ papers this year and reading 10+ books, I learned more than I ever could on my own. In the mists of accomplishing these tasks my life was overwhelming and stressful, in the end all I can say is: it was all worth it.
I'm about to go to the gym. That was enough essaying for now. :)
I hope everything was grammatically sound enough for those of you who bother to read this.
Bye now!
Taffy Tom
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| | Posted 8/3/2008 8:47 PM - 31 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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